FUCK

Warning: this text contains really romantic words which could cause diabetes hahahahaha.

I'm just fed up with that, I wanna love without fear, I'm gonna live my life and be hapy, no matter whether I suffer or not on the way, it will be worth it, and I'm not going to fuck myself for someone who isn't sure. I wanna give love, hold somebody, say beautiful stuff by her ear, kiss a lot, say "I love you without fear", I wanna say "YES, I WANNA BE A MARINE" without being afraid of people to get scary or nervous or say "you don't know what you want" (of course I know what I want, whether you understand my convictions or not is another thing). I want to hold someone between my arms, feel her in my chest and cry of happyness. I want her to ask me do stuff, to say "I love you" to her. Those thoughts excite me, they give me goosebumps and tears drop from my eyes, I feel things in my chest. I'M GONNA LIVE MY LIFE, FUCK! And noone is gonna stop me from doing it, I wanna love, fight, laugh, yell, cry...fuck yeah.