Carta de un soldado

Quisiera dejaros aquí una historia, un modelo de historia, escrito por mi...pero una de tantas que se repiten...

"Allí en casa es probable que estés dormida, aquí es pleno día. Al fin encontré algo de tiempo para escribirte una carta, sentado aquí a medio mundo de distancia…solo quiero decirte que te echo de menos, mucho, pero que no me arrepiento de nada porque, si estoy aquí muerto de miedo en este aterrador y extraño lugar, es por ti, porque te amo. Quisiera verte, tenerte aquí delante, aunque no quería que me vieses ahora mismo, estoy hecho un asco, incluso peor que aquella vez que me dijiste “no hay huevos de arreglar el jardín”, ¿te acuerdas? Dios…esas hormigas rojas acabaron conmigo jaja. Quizás cuando la carta te llegue no se note, pero ahora mismo algunas lágrimas han caído sobre el papel en el que te escribo, a lo mejor ya no huele a mí…mejor porque ahora mismo huelo fatal, espero que el encargado de correos que coja la carta sea de esos que se echan medio bote de colonia, no quisiera que te llegase este horrible olor que envuelve mi mundo ahora, ese en el que faltas tú. Con todo esto, solo quiero decirte que te quiero, que nunca lo dudes, ¡que en cuanto vuelva te abrazaré y te besaré de tal forma que solo me podrán separar de ti con una palanca! Te amo cariño…te echo de menos, manda recuerdos a nuestra hija, dile que a ella también la echo de menos, que cuando vuelva la llevaré al zoo como le prometí antes de irme, antes de que me pillase todo esto de imprevisto. Estate tranquila, estoy bien aquí, estoy rodeado de buenísimos hombres.

Te quiero tanto…siempre tuyo ________"

Una rima mía :)

Y entonces…….entonces me besaste, y mi vida cambiaste, y todo fue más bello desde el día en que llegaste, con un solo gesto mi aliento me arrebataste. ¿Fue tu mirada que de dudas y emociones mi vida llenó?, ¿Fue ese andar tuyo que tan loco me volvió?, ¿Fueron esas palabras que de tus seductores, dulces e irresistibles labios salieron haciéndolos moverse de tal forma que música en mis oídos y en mi corazón se tornaron?, ¿Fueron esas promesar, esos anhelos, que íntimamente entre nosotros y por siempre quedaron? Quisiera yo saber, cielo, amor mío, el segundo exacto en que te vi por primera vez para besarte cada día en ese instante, que esa energía entre tú y yo que nuestros corazones y nuestros alientos enloquece fuera incesante. Quiero la eternidad pasar a tu lado, mostrarte que contigo estar es mi hado, rozar tu piel con mis labios y de placeres y cuidados colmarte, ese es el precio que más que satisfecho pagaré por amarte. Quiero que mi alma te lleves, que mis lágrimas y mis sonrisas te quedes, que solo para ti existo, que el último trago  de Miguel Hernández por ti a dar estoy listo. Tu calor se ha convertido en mi adicción incontrolable, tu sonrisa en una dicha inconfesable, tus ojos en dos candelas que mi mundo iluminan, que con su brillo mi alma fulminan, tu perfume es más sensual y embriagador perfume es, sólo con tu presencia……sólo con tu presencia  mi mundo pones al revés.

Vivimos en un mundo en que el hombre sin aspiraciones manda y el que las tiene no es escuchado por el gobernante ni por los demás...la dictadura del hombre masa como diría Ortega Y Gasset

  Well, I promised and here I am, writing something new! I hope you find it significant or, if not, just interesting.

  A couple months ago, I was at Philosophy class, 9:30 a.m. or so, learning a little about Saint Thomas Aquinas when I saw a Europe map of the Europe of that age (13th century). I stared for a few minutes but what really stunned me was how this continent has changed within all these centuries. Well, the 13th century Europe is characterised for being formed by many more "countries" (well, the appropiated word is kingdom actually) than the current one. I found this fact really significant because a thought came to my mind, could this keep happening' I mean, Could we see less nations in the future, and if so, could we manage to live in a one nation world?

  Ok, I know that the mayority of you may have thought "this man definitely became mad or some kind of stupid!). If so, let me explain myself: I am not talking about a few years, my verge is hundreds or thousands  years, I know and I understand that affirmation of mine may sound impossible to us but I must say that, for the people who lived in Europe at that time, it may have sound as mad as this to hear about a unified Germany for instance (we can't forget that, 200 years ago, Germany was made of lots of kingdoms which some didn't even share religion as there were some that were protestant, others were catholic, other lutherans...yes, all christians but, in the time, that didn't matter). To explain myself crystal-clear, I'm gonna say that I don't believe in a perfect world, of course not that is impossible, but I do in a world without borders, however, we are not ready to open our borders, we have too many international problems such as terrorism, narcotraffic and all that, the borders will dissapear in a really slow and non-unified process. This process will go on as the international stress between the two border forming nation dissapears (just like it happened in Germany or Italy). Having said this, some of you may think "a nation must lead the unification process as it happened in those two nations you have summoned", and yes it has but I believe that there isn't an appropiated or capable nation to do this at the moment because, besides we are not ready to let a nation (with it's main culture and a unique way of living different to the ours) absorb us, the main international potences aren't ready (the US has too many economical difficulties right now, Russia has too many political difficulties just like China -Moreover, I don't consider this last ones to be the appropiated to lead the process...but that is my opinion, just that-).

  Well, if we are talking about nations, could I forget independentisms? I believe that those beliefs are a part of the process, to live together, we need to understand that we are not all the same, we have different cultures and habits but that doesn't have to be a border between us. Every independentist movement has that purpose, to make us realize that, so every step backwards talking about that is actually a chance to walk a step forward.

  Now I am gonna talk about another important issue: people's beliefs. It may look impossible to live in a world in which everybody respects the others beliefs but it is necessary to achieve that goal, a unique nation. I must say that, although I tolerate everybody's beliefs being catholic, this is maybe the most difficult goal to achieve in the process, people are too intolerant nowadays...I believe that, if we manage to get this goal one day, the world must be based in a religious ethos, not because I am christian or something like that but because I believe that, when we forget about God, we use to do awful things (as bad as the ones we have done in the name of God within History, but if we believe in him we have something that says "don't go beyond!").

  Ok, I hope you find this interesting or funny hahahaha :)

Sorry :(

Hello to whoever who reads this blog. I write this to apologise for not having writen within all this time, sorry. I don't know what has happened to me but I haven't been too much inspired to write anything worth being read, I promise I will try to change this...I'm really worried about it!

  Meanwhile, I post this song, which made me cry like a baby. It may be sad as hell but...I felt that I had to put it here, I hope you like it and, if you don't, sorry I promise to post something better ASAP.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otZKjs-Jkwk